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Sometimes I question what I’m really doing here. I believe everyone was born for a purpose. To impact someone, to do something with there life. I have friends, but I question, why are they really friends with me? I have a boyfriend, but why does he like me? I don’t think I’m pretty. Sometimes when I look in the mirror I want to cry. I act as if I have “confidence” just to seem like I’m not a depressing person, which I’m really not. But, sometimes I am. I hate looking in the mirror because I’m never really happy with myself. Sometimes I question why I trust the people I trust. I know what I want to do with my life but there’s no chance I’ll be able to do so because I’m not smart and I just don’t care. Sometimes I wonder if people talk to me just to get into my group of friends, to seem cool. I’d hope not. I try to be a good friend but I feel like I never succed. I feel like I do things right, but I know they’re not good enough. I don’t want to be perfect. I just want to be good enough for my friends, family and boyfriend and I feel like I’m letting them down with that.

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April 19th, 2010

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I hate when girls always fight and picker over boys, just shut up and get over it. It’s not a huge problem, jesus.

April 18th, 2010

#1 -

I find it disgusting when girls who are so tiny go on a diet. I’m a tiny girl and I wish I could get fatter because it’s not easy for me since I have problem. Girls who are skinny and go on diets, that’s just sicking. -_- Really, you’re gross if you’re gonna try to do this.

-heysecrets

April 17th, 2010